Meditating before poker, feeling burnout, and Gambler's Anonymous

I'm really running out of steam here. I wanna be out there, but fuck me if I'm simply not feeling like I've just had enough. This has happened before. Who knows if I will have to sit out for a long time or not. I don't want to. But I can barely even get out of the house right now. So I hit on that for a bit, and jump around to a few old stories along with attending a GA meeting...but not for a traditional reason...