Podcast Episode

What Makes the Cow Guy Cry | Child Loss, Addiction, Grief & Finding Hope After Tragedy

About this episode

How do you rebuild your life after losing someone you love? In this deeply moving episode of What Makes the Cow Guy Cry, host Jim "Jed" Dedelow and Scott "The Cow Guy" Shellady are joined by Christina Vlamakis Hernandez, who shares the heartbreaking story of losing her older brother to addiction and gun violence at just 18 years old. Christina reflects on growing up alongside her brother, the devastating impact of opioid addiction following a sports injury, and the life-changing phone call that forever altered her family. The conversation explores the lasting effects of grief, sibling loss, trauma, and the difficult road toward healing. The Cow Guy also opens up about the loss of his daughter, Chloe, to a heroin overdose, revisiting the unimaginable moments following her death and explaining how tragedy reshaped his outlook on life. Together, they discuss forgiveness, resilience, survivor's guilt, mental health, and the importance of giving yourself grace while moving forward. This honest conversation is for anyone coping with the death of a loved one, supporting someone through grief, or searching for hope after experiencing profound loss.